Sunday, April 24, 2011

just trollin...

to myself,(from RUDY)
u r a complete idiot and lazy gal cuz u r supposed to do inverse trignometry for a stupid test tmrw and all u r doing is trollin on the net (RWJ style) and typing all this stupid stuff on ur blog...

to myself(from EMO)
dont listen to Rudy. better go off to sleep than listening to her. who gives a damn abt a class test. no ones gonna prepare for it, so chill. u better look at the formulae though. just a bit..

to myself,
u r going crazy. shut both the voices and get out of here before u end up in an asylum.duh.

yeah, shut the craziness finally.
no no, im seriously not mad or anything; i just love having a bit of fun sometimes doing crazy stuff. umm, well maybe it is more than just "sometimes". aaargh ok ok, i admit, im crazy most of the times. happy???

working on a short story recently, a complete hair chilling adventure-cum-love story which is a far fetched extension of a real life incident( mind you, the reality is just 1%, the rest all i made up with sattu badgering me to put, ummm well, certain details...:):):):P:P:P)
dunno when i will complete it cuz at present im buy withing something....:):):)

wanna know my definition of 'busy'???
sigh. yet again.
i ask myself.  and the magic, the thrill, the charm , it never wears off. NEVER. and im sure, even when im old and weak and probably with nothing to do except write, i will still feel that old excitement of reading the HP series again. Admit it. JKR is a sorceress. and who am I?? just another victim of her irrepressible magic...

just read a few awesome blogs.  my blog is nothin compared with them. but i have a long way to go. come on. im just 15...:):):)

when oh when will my 16th birthday come??? at least the series of taunts from arpita abt being 6  MONTHS younger to her will come to an end... or will it??? just another six months and they will start. again. sigh.

oh, btw did i ever mention how much i love my best frnds??? no i guess??(good thing they dont read my blogs. they will pull my leg abt this one for SURE...:P:P) there is only one word from them...
they are perfect. awesome. BEST. and i love them(ok that was more than a word). its incredible how much at ease i feel with them. and i have to admit it, i need them like a drug. they mean everything to me and after everything they have done for me, its not a big surprise.
so there u go- thankd Arpita and Sushmita for being the BEST forever for me. u rock. and i would never be able to lose u(and i never will). it wud be more tham physical pain.

ughh... where did this post start and where did it end?? thats what happening when u r attempting at multitasking: eating, reading blogs, trolling on the net, listening to songs- all at a time... he he.
guess i gotta go. and study(ugh).
three cheers for RWJ!!!!

Saturday, April 16, 2011

kirti is back!!!!!!!!!!

yeah... must be wondering if i am nuts saying im happy a moment and sad the next... but my previous post was the due of the past two WEEKS and this one of the past two DAYS...
but life is supposed to be like that right??? joy and sadness complementing each other...

anyways.. so im enjoyin right now seems like a complete understatement... i mean to hell if u r not happy when u r at ur FAV cousin's house and all u get to do is trolling on the net, watching movies, tv and putting in a bit of maths in between... :):) ok. so im like pampered by my 'badima' over here and ditto with my uncle and didi. so who wudnt enjoy??? im not THAT a moron right??

so my cousin's elder sister came up for the summer with her ADORABLE lil son Prahlad. he is 4 i guess. people gape at me when i say this but he has an amazing eye color. its like what the trees look after the rain. soft yet dazzling green and a mixture of black.(if u have ever noticed, the bark of the trees become black after rain). and his hair is just AWESOME. its golden brown. ok. dont believe me but there is not even a trace of black in them. and he is the CUTEST kid i know. seriously. so i love it when he smiles that killer smile on looking at me, or cuddles to me, or runs away with my fav pink watch, or hits me with the ball and then, with a sweet smile and those dazzling eyes; wins me over(and hits yet again. yeah lets face it, its an endless cycle).

and i loved it when he was putting up a melodical chant of "kirti pinni, kirti pinni" in the morning today. (pinni i telugu means mashi or mausi; i.e mother's sister). and ummm i guess i also HAD to smile when he scribbled with my pen on my maths tuition notebook(ouch) and somehow, the pen has disappeared now(sigh). and i love it when he climbs up on the bed and mischievously turns of the light and fan and turns on that cooler  ALL the time. and then with a cry of 'kirti pinni', he triumphantly smiles at me to show his latest discovery of a new mischief. :):):) he is currently upturning all the chairs. oh no. guess he got bored with that. he is going 'vroom vroom' on my di's scooty(brand new).

and i love it when he repeats whatever i say in his sweet baby voice(he cutely mispronounces most of the words...:):):) ) oh and yes, he obediently returned my pen back just now( i loved the look on his face when i asked where the cap is- he said 'poyindi'(which means its lost) and ran away flashing yet another one of those brilliant smiles). i cant hear his voice now(which means he is upto something yet again). man i love him soooooooooo much(i love all babies and kids btw and they love me back.. :P:P) he is so CUTE!!!

i dont wanna go back home but i have two tuitions tmrw(why oh why) so i have to go back home. but im loving every moment of my stay here(which i always do). and oh yeah. back home, i have a plan to watch MATRIX with my best frnds tmrw(if they havent watched it already) so that gives me a tiny incentive to go back afterall :):):).
and school on monday doesnt seem as dreadful as it was seeming a few days back. to hell with the rotten ppl in my class. its no big deal in comparison with the wonderful ppl around me...:):)
see.. kirti is back!!!