Sunday, September 4, 2011

Super Excited

Excitement? Doesn't even COVER what i am feeling right now.
and i cant even find a suitable word from my vocabulary to describe the state i am in.


Reality that still sounds like a dream.
Reality that takes a lot of pinching and prodding to make myself believe.

YES, it has finally come, the day i was waiting for nearly all my life (well, not all my life, since class 5, i guess)
And this day has become even more sweet because we fought to get our right.

Err, it is not as dramatic as it sounds, but when our principal sir came and declared that this year teachers day wont be celebrated because of the tragedy that took place(i wanted to snort on his face) and also because the class 11 students were threatening to protest(i wanted to snort at that too), it was like a slap to our dreams of acting up as teachers we had seen since class 5.

Hence, began the battle.

The whole 12th class joined its forces and prepared for the first obstacle- tackling princi.
this was done quite easily, because after the tragedy, all the teachers and the principal himself, seem very eager to negotiate with us(lets see how long THIS lasts).

So, after tackling him, we were assigned another task- negotiating with the class 11 students.
this also turned out to be quote easy, because the actual trouble was lying with some kids and they were all-talks-no-action type.

So we did a lot of bhashan-bazi(well i did that a lot) and i wonder whether that was the actual reason behind my tonsillitis.
but whatever- emboldened with success, there was a lot of hugging and dancing at the home-time and i took a convenient break from school for the rest of the week by falling ill spectacularly.



I am fully prepared for tomorrow. its almost like i am a kid going out for a vacation. i remember this as the same feeling i had when i was going to Delhi on behalf of my school for the Youth parliament.
MAN!! that was ONE of a kind of experience. but details about that later. i was recently planning to write a journal or something on all the trips i have made alone without my parents.

Anyways, keeping useless things aside, i was... umm... talking about my preparations for tomorrow.
The sari is all set, so are the accessories(i honestly have no interest in them) and more importantly, all the things i am gonna teach tomorrow is set too.

Oh, btw, i am going to be Arti mam(TGT english), SHE has the qualifications, not me :P
 i dont think my dream of teaching english is going to be fulfilled, so this is my first and last chance to make my dream come true.
to tell the truth, it doeant matter to me whether i go in a sari, or casuals, or just school dress. teaching something i love is what i want. BAS :)

I was kinda hoping to go to class 10 and give them a good dose of "ODE TO THE WEST WIND" or "RIME OF THE ANCIENT MARINER" or (my favorite) "JULIUS CAESAR" but i have class 10 in the first period which is not gonna happen, so i have to content myself with class9, 7, and 6.

i have prepared separate worksheets for all three of them, and i am hoping to have a real quality time tomorrow.

I know i said i didnt care whether i went in a sari or school dress, but since, i am really GOING to wear it, i dont know what to feel. i feel excited but i feel very nervous too; not that i havent worn it anytime before but still, this time its different.

I am damn sure that all the 'uchal-kood' i am doing now will all be in pani tomorrow because i am going to be in a perpetual state of shyness.
God save me.

will give details of the ACTUAL day and upload a lot of pictures.
shaking with excitement;
doubtful if sleep would REALLY come;
thinking to SHUT this crap,

Friday, September 2, 2011

Just another day...

Sorry for neglecting my blog like this for almost... er... half a month??
but honestly, the shock of the marks of the second unit test in my fav subject Maths and least fav subject Physics has shook me greatly.
so back to real slogging. I think i have read Alternating current for about 4 times since the exams. and also, i am near to completing the Arihant material. somehow, that book is making me like physics more and more(very surprising i tell you). but somehow, i dont feel like doing maths anymore. its has somehow, become boring. i am very moody, i tell you.
Sooooooo, the biggest event in my life at present is me lying sick on my bed for almost 3 days with tonsillitis. err... i dont even know remotely what that means but no one can blame me(i hope), biology is not my subject.
i miss going out...and just when i planned to go for the maths tuition, a coughing fit overtook me and i couldn't sleep a wink in the afternoon... I was up coughing like the pathetic TB patients they show on TB(though i definitely looked better than them).
My mother got scared out of her wits and you could have seen my grandmother getting confident by the passing moment that it was that medicine the new doctor gave me which has resulted in this adverse condition. And if you know my grandmother, you would know it is better to shut up than argue :P
I dont feel AT ALL cheery like my words may seem.
Firstly, my mom is running behind me with warm saline water for gargle(ugh) which i think is the worst part of getting cough AND cold.(i leave the theory of tonsillitis behind, its weary)
And secondly, i have nothing to do; not even good movies on my pc. so getting bored by the passing moment.
moreover, coughing like a TB patient does get on ones nerves after a while.

Today, as i was trolling on the net, i stumbled on the Bon Jovi song i was mad/crazy/fanatic about a few years ago.

It has wonderful lyrics, thats what i think caught my attention in the first place

we weren't born to follow
come on and get up off your knees
when life is a bitter pill to swallow
you gotta hold on what you believe

I suddenly feel more optimistic now, after listening to this song and also because 4 of my friends called one after the other to ask about my "halat"!!!

feeling more cheerful by the hour and more confused about what this post was about